So...let's see, shall I?

I have missed blogging, more than even I realized I would. It's been months since I've blogged, now I wonder what to say.....wish I could things are better but they'r not really. Some days they are but now it's not. I wish I could stop myself from thinking things I shouldn't. The main thing right now is how a year ago I was pregnant and how it's been a year since the miscarriage. One would think I'd run out of tears but they come non stop at times. BUT I'll try NOT to make this blog sad and depressing...it's just what is on my mind at the time.