Monday, June 29, 2009


As I'm sitting here getting ready to blog I feel something I haven't felt in over a year. Peace. It feels good. I can't stand not knowing what's going to happen, if we'll be able to have a baby or not but I do know one thing. I have to let go and let God have it so here I am...somewhere strange to me. Letting what's meant to be will be~

Right now I type not sure what is even on my mind. I'm enjoying not stressing and not planning ok well I'm always planning something :) Last night Patt's best friend from St Louis called asking if we have plans for Labor Day. Haven't thought about it but I am now. They are going to try and come visit us!!! I am so excited, which is strange since when I think of the first time I met them we had to leave early due to the miscarriage. I'm looking forward to visiting with them and I can't wait to show their daughter the coast. She has never seen the ocean but in our case The Gulf of Mexico. So the wheels are turning and planning. As of this week we have 9 weeks and though that sounds like a long time it's not when you think of all the projects to get this place ready. Oh Patt has only thought I've given him honey do list....he ain't seen nothing yet LOL

A few things off the top....

  1. Paint the bathroom.
  2. Take all the window screens off and do major "spring" cleaning to the windows.
  3. All the tree limbs that have been cut must be removed even if the guy down the street hasn't got all the firewood he wants.
  4. Oh the rock my all the leaves still in it.
  5. Clean out the closets.
  6. Get the water fountain running.
  7. Clean the carpets

Oh the list goes on and on. This just isn't anyone coming's Patt's friend from when he was a kid and when they were kids they use to come down here to the homestead and spend their summers so it's like coming home for Jarod so it has to be puuuurrrfect!

Ok the hubby been asleep for hours and the furbabies gave up on me and now are in bed too. Think I'm going to go join them!


Presentstorm said...

* hugs * ... I have had two miscarriages and I am still not sure if I can have a baby.. Which has been my hearts desire since I was a little girl. I have had to Let Go and Let God... I know right where you are at girl. It is a hard place to be. I just have to keep telling myself that God's ways are not my ways... His plans are not my plans.. He knows what is best and He knows my heart's desire. I pray that it happens for you! I know the longing... * hugs* again...

On a different note... Thank you for the love on my card and I hope you get to see your friends! How exciting.

Amy said...

Gosh, you should come over here girl, we've got loads of beaches, just where we are in particular we have about 5 to choose from :-)
I have a photoblog if you want to check out some of the pics i've taken recently.
On the miscarriage, girl, keep the faith, be brave but inside it hurts huh? my sister is in the same boat and yeah it's hard, I just want to give you a massive hug and tell you you're not alone *hugs*